to love him like he loves you ;

2010-05-09T00:44:00.004+08:00

Mood: Sucky

Why do I have those feelings inside my heart. I feel so ___ now.
Argh. Hate it ttm. I find it so hard to be happy. Just why.
I don't know why but I just felt like a failure. A total failure.
My studies ain't good, my attitude ain't good, my looks ain't pretty,
my luck ain't good, my everything ain't good. I sucks. I'm lousy.
I think I know. I just have sooooo much to say..

2010-03-21T15:49:00.003+08:00

Loved :)

2010-03-19T23:52:00.005+08:00

无论如何, 我都要坚持下去[Be it studies or love] :)

I will never give up no mtr what, that's the spirit ^-^

2010-02-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

:), Life's greatest happiness is to be convinced we are
loved. - Victor Hugo

Hiiiiiiiiiixz :D Again, it's Fri and the weekends are here! ^-^
Super happy can. I alw look forward to the weekends, becos
it'll not be so tough having to wake up so early in the morn, and
having very long hours of curriculum time :o Stl, the best thing bout'
weekends is that I can sleep like a pig! :P Heh. Very shiok de can =)
Haha. Oh well, this year gna be a very tough year. In fact I can alr
feel the stress now. :( Everyday.

Ok it's Cny and yeah, went for house visiting, gambling, - cards, mahjhong,
and stuffs. This year's angbao $$ is the least, I guess. Mayb due to the
bad economy ba. I only got like $100+ :z Oh ya, seriously my
luck this year isn't very good, I guess. I lost $30+ in Bj over 2 days.
Sobs. :( Haha.
My Cny:
Sat- Reunion dnr @ home w family + ahma
Sun- Father's side ahma's place, Mum's side ahma's place
Mon- Uncle's place, ahma's place, Marcus' place
Tues- Coach's place, Godma's place :)

2010-02-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

Could you... Fly me to the stars.

Mp3-Codes

2010-02-13T16:08:00.002+08:00

2010-02-10T19:53:00.002+08:00

Cocked up.. To hell w you,

2010-02-09T20:00:00.000+08:00

Hi. ^-^ Apologies for not updating this dead blog.
Have been really very busy w schlwork, remedials,
milestone tests, etc. Oh my mama :O It's been very stressful
and I really dread the thought of gg to schl everyday,
knowing that I've to stay back for remedials till 5/530. ):
Sighs. I oversleep almost every single day, despite 5 alarms.
Haha. Late 1 more time and I've to go for Detention. So I'd
better not get late anymore! I feel that I've really no life this year, ):
Ah well, Cny is around the corner and I'll consider it a break =) Haha.
Z, I'm not done w my shopping yet!!

2010-02-06T13:02:00.001+08:00

Weekends!!^_^(inserts hearts)

2010-01-17T23:30:00.003+08:00

Busy w schlwork..

Upcoming events:
(1) Bday Chalet ^_^
(2) North Zone Competition
(3) Sakura Buffet
(4) Milestone tests (!!) >:

2010-01-10T15:53:00.019+08:00

Hi C: I'm back. Hoho. ^_^ Let me summarise
about this week. Stay tuned :)

Mon: First day of schl :D Hair check, brown hair caught. :(
Sent back home. Went ovr to Godma's place and
dyed Natural brown, which is very black. My hair
is so black now la :[ Missed many talks, etc.

Tues: Gave schl a miss. Attend Tuition from 4-6pm.
Home. Watched tv, etc.

Wed: Schl again. o-o Lessons start. @Math- New chap-
Integration. Heard that it's quite difficult. Omgz :c
Emath- Graphs. El- Newspaper article. Realised
that more University graduates than Polytechnic
graduates are jobless. Guess it's due to Attitude/Skills.
Well... I'm stl unsure whether to go to a JC or Poly ._.
Went back home instead of gg for CCA. Reason being,
hand injured. Ok, so back home @ almost 4pm.
Completed my @Math hw. Like first time so fast complete :p
Bla. Slept @ 11plus :) Oh yeah, the best thing about
schl reopen is that I wouldn't have Insomnia alr. Yays ^^

Thurs: Day 1 of Day Camp. Supposed to have Outdoor
activities/games. However... It's raining. So changed,
had Indoor games instead. Quite fun though.. :)
Afterwards, talk, etc. Bla. Back to schl @ 5.
Played Netball till about 7 w friends and back home
w dearest and darling.

Fri: Day 2, last day of Day camp. Talks for the whole day.
Felt a little shag. Well, it's really cold there and
I've been going to the toilet for almost all the breaks
given. Haha. Talks, target setting, Booth, etc.
Back to schl @ 5pm. Went to the CCA fair, saw
some ppl, eeewk :P Slacked awhile in schl.
Then, headed to Jalan Kayu for Prata :D Till now,
I can't believe a 5-sitter car can sit 8ppl. Laughs ^_^
Aft, went back to schl for Campfire. Reached home
@ 10plus :)

Sat: Overslept and didn't go for Netball Carnival... > :(
Sighs, Irresponsible me. Argh x-x
Around 6plus, went to Serangoon for dnr.
Went Ochard @ 8plus till 11. Helped Bro choose clothes :)
I super like one of his formal tee can! xD Hoho.
I bought a pencilcase and a sweater :D Total cost
about $60. Back home @ 11 plus. Slept @ 1 plus.

2010-01-06T22:25:00.001+08:00

Won't be updating so often.
Bye ^^

2010-01-03T00:20:00.001+08:00

I can't believe I got my super early bday'
present! *(--Shock) ^_^

Hi. Haha, I actl got my first birthday present ytd,
from my godma :D So sweet of her to get me an
early bday present, and the gift was a super big
bear in pink :) Laughs. It's really big, can. Woo :>
Really appreciate it, godma Y
--
Ytd's:
- Geylang fish soup for dnr :)
- OG next. (Mummy wanna change stuffs)
- Home
- Dessert
- Watched tv

Tdy's:
- Awake @ noon.
- Daily routine
- Lunch
- Bathed
- Went to 313 w Mummy > Ion Ochard > Amk > Home. ^^
Argh, halfway through, my back hurts like hell :<
Like, again?!? Wtf lo, spoil my mood totally...
Then hurried to Guardian to buy Salon Pas. Haha.
Super pain can, what the..

Anyw, it's the 3rd now :)
Happy bday Kamweng!
祝你生日快乐 x4 :D

* Schl's starting on Mon. :( Omg can, I
don't feel like having schl.

2010-01-01T15:09:00.007+08:00

Happy new year everybody! :)
2010, A new year, a new start, ^_^
But for me, it may be a nightmare... As I'll be
taking my O'levels this year. Omg, I can't
believe 2009 just passed like this and it's
2010 alr! Like, so fast can! :<>
a year to study/work hard, play less, (hopefully i can...)
Haha. I'm not @ all prepared for the hard work..
Gosh ._. Can't imagine what will this year be like,
but I guess it'll be a very stressful and eventful year.
Yeah, here I am wishing everyone a very happy new year :D
--
Spent my last night of 2009 @ Kw's hse :)
Ytd: Caught the Movie, Alvin and the Chipmunks 2
@ Cineleisure Ochard w darling. Ok, I swear
the movie's goddamn nice k! :B I super love it cans.
Haha. Even nicer than Chipmunks 1 la. o-o
Aft movie, it's almost 8pm. Then we headed to
Kw's hse. Played poker cards, 'Dare' game, drank
Garlsberg, chat, etc. Till 10plus, some went to
buy Mac back for us to eat as we haven't had our dnr yet ._.
Heh :p Bla. Till 1plus, Dad came ovr to fecth me home :<
Fetched darling and 王 too, otw ma :)
Back home. Drank water, brushed teeth, slept @ 3plus.

2009-12-30T23:27:00.002+08:00

Rawr , sylvia here posting.
HAHAHAHS , No lah.
I'm not sylvia.
I am from space.
Alien here , HAHAHHS.
Guess who am i ,
J_ _Y _ _ _ _ _ _

2009-12-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

Silly/Playful me fell down ytd and had a total
of 7 injuries :( Omgz. The worst injury is on my right hand.
Gosh, it really hurts and I find it so inconvenient to do
many daily stuffs now. Even the simplest thing like clipping
up my hair and holding a pen... Lol what a joke.
--
Spent my day last night @ Z's place to celebrate her
bday :) Sang her bday song and etc. Then to K's place
and I got home @ 11plus last night.
I stl remember when my friends were applying
ointment for me, I screamed like mad and
tears started rolling down my cheeks. Oh man,
lol. This is the first time so jialat can ._. I'm so weak xzxz.
Really have to thank those who were there for
me last night, esp. darling, who piggybacked me ^^
Haha. Of 'cus, the rest of them too :)

2009-12-27T17:15:00.003+08:00

Mind's full of him xzxzxzxzxzxz!!!

Hi All, Syl's back ^_^ Trip to M'sia was not oky, not
really fun and not really bored. Laughs. Hmm, day
before M'sia was spent @ Cia's hse, which is also
Christmas eve. It's really fun, when playing those games
and drinking :) However, *** got drunk... Tsk.
Stayed overnight @ her place together w Mab. My
first stayover, frankly :D Slept @ 3plus and woke up
early in the morn @ 8 the next day. Only 5h+ of sleep. Aw..

Back home, bathed, etc. Headed to the Airport,
Budget Terminal, checked in and went to have lunch
w family, godma and co. They were there to send us off :)
Boarded the plane @ about 1pm. Took off @ 110pm :p
Reached M'sia airport @ abt 2. What a short journey! ^_^
Day 1: Checked in hotel,
Capitol Hotel @ KL. Rest for awhile, unpacked luggage,
changed, then went downstairs for late lunch.
Food wasn't nice.. > :( Afterwards, walked to Berjaya Time Sq ^^
Mine 2nd time there. Stl, I don't find it bored. Shopped till 8plus,
then dined @ Kenny Rogers' :) My Fav. Heh.
Bla. Went back hotel early. Slept very early, @ 11. 'Cus
I'm very tired <: Day 2: Parents woke us up @ 9plus. Hurried bathe, went down for Breakfast Buffet. Headed to Genting by car, reached @ about 1, I think o.o Walked around, went out for some fresh/cool air, pool-ed for a few hours. :D I wanted to go to the Theme park as it's been years since I last went. However, my family members doesn't want to 'cus it's very crowded. :( Spoil mood. Haha. Aft pool, headed to the Arcade :) The best thing is stl the 'Spin the wheel'. Lol. Headed back to Hotel @ night, put our stuffs, changed, and went downstairs for dnr. Walked around, then back to hotel @ 10/11plus. Played cards, chat, etc, w brothers till about 1am and we went to sleep! :) Slept for 4h, and woke up @ 515am. Omg D: Tired. Day 3: Went to the airport, reached @ 6plus. Checked in and had breakfast @ Old Town's White Coffee. Food's damn nice, I swear! :) :) Aft breakfast, hurried to the plane. Omg this is the first ever time I rushed to board a plane. We're late, and our names are even called out! Lol, best :p Plane took off @ 7plus, reached Sg @ 8plus! :D Happy happy. Texted some ppl, and the first to reply was actl Kw! Haha omg :>
Home-d @ 9, quickly unpack luggage, changed and
had a 5h nap!! ^^ Yays.

I've no idea why I just can't stop thinking.

2009-12-24T16:10:00.000+08:00

25th- 27th...

This shall be the last post before leaving to M'sia w family.

Programmes later will be @ Cia's hse and I may be staying

overnight @ her place so I wouldn't have the time to post tonight.

And so I decided to post now :) Hopefully it'll be fun later.

Dnr and wine ^_^ I'll be gg to the Airport to take a plane

to M'sia tmr morning :D So..... Bye peeps, remb. to tag :)

2009-12-23T19:09:00.001+08:00

Happy bday McWJ!! ^_^ Y
Hi :) Lazy Syl skipped training tdy... > :(
Slept all the way till 11plus, gg 12.
Bathed, bus-ed to Sk and met the usual girls.
Went up to foodcourt for lunch. Wanted to eat
fastfood, but can't. Or else, more pimples!!! Ha.
Seriously, fastfood causes pimples, especially french
fries. O-O Aft lunch, went to the library to find the
Juniors. Then walked ovr to bball court. Played
for like 15mins or so and off I went to meet
my Godma and did my pedicure :D
Toilet > Mrt > Serangoon > Bus-ed to Tpy > Tpy Hub > Home
Bye, I'm gg to Hplaza for prayer dnr now!

2009-12-21T21:41:00.018+08:00

The best feelings are those that have no
words to describe them -(Michelle Hammersley)

Hi all. ^_^ Heee. I just woke up from my 2h+ nap and
I'm feeling quite energetic now. Omgxzxz ._.
Hmms, woke up @ almost 730am this morning, all thanks
to darling's call. I almost wanted to skip training and
continued sleeping, lol. Amazingly, tday's attendance
was great :D K, so training till 12plus then
Mrt-ed to Kovan w teammates and had PizzaHut for lunch :D
The bill was $80+ o-o Afterwards, headed to Buangkok
for Bball session and tdy's like funny. My 'super good darling'
threw the mashed potato @ me and I screamed like
some mad woman. Omg xia suay.. Haha.
Everyone went home @ 5plus.

Let's talk about ytd :)
Woke up @ 12plus in the afternoon. Watched tv, lunch-ed,
etc. Bathed, and went to Hwi Yoh CC to get my Edusave
Merit Bursary, together w Mum and Bro :D $350, yay ^^
Ended @ almost 6. Dearest's dad sent us home, tys uncle :p
Then rushed home, bathed and met darling @ Mrt.
We headed to PlazaSing, had our dnr there and yeah,
quite full. Aftr, walked aimlessly, laughs, 'cus she was
eating Yoghurt, so we decided to talk as NO FOOD ALLOWED
in the Mrt. So... ... We walked and walked, thought
we reached Ochard, but no we din't. Haha, and finally
we saw Peninsula! :D So we decided to go there first.
Happy Syl bought her schlbag ^_^ Stl, I am
regretting that I did not buy two. Haha. Aftr, CityHall >
Somerset 313 > Ion Ochard =D Had Swensens ice cream
and fries @ 10plus. Omg, I'm so gna get fatterrrrrrrrr D:
Got home @ 11plus.

2009-12-19T23:52:00.000+08:00

Unbelievable, O-O

It's 1150pm now. I just got back home :)
Tdy: Woke up @ 11plus in the morn. Daily routine.
Lunch- Noodles Daddy bought earlier in the morn.
Tv-ed, Amath-ed, Comp-ed, Msn-ed, etc till about 7.
Then followed Mummy to her friend's Housewarming, located
@ Fernvale, as I don't feel like staying @ home.
Bfr that, her friends came over to our place for their Mahjhong
session. ^^ Lol. Ok, Daddy fetched us to Mum's friend place.
'Can guan' their place, had dnr, listened to those Auntie's
gossips, etc. Then......
Mum's friend's Son and friends came back. Her
son was like, funny la. He came over and asked in Cl,
"Whose daughter is this ah? My friends ask her go over
sit and chat w us ley." I looked @ him, like wna laugh cannot
laugh lidat. Then my Mum was like, "She's my daughter la,
haha. Don't want la, she shy one." Haha! Obviously I
wouldn't go there and chat w them. 'Cus... There's a lesbian
couple ovr there. Wpiangs! <: Afterwards, yay, Mum's
friend gave me Red wine. Drank two cups of Red wine,
followed by a can of Garlsberg :) Y
Left @ 9plus, I think.. Mum's BFF family. Her son drove
us to Ochard, see lights. Ha. Blabla. Joked around in
the car, they're so funny can! :D
K, gna switch off the comp now. Bye!!!

2009-12-18T20:07:00.007+08:00

A heart that loves is always young...

:) :( :) :( Happy, + Disappointed.
Well......
- Woke up @ 730am tdy.
- Bus-ed to schl for training.
- Kinda' regretted but nvms.
- Next, Mrt-ed to Hmall for lunch @ Foodcourt.
- Aft lunch, Mango Snow Ice ^_^
- Bus-ed back home.
- Bathed, cab-ed to tuition.
- Rivervale Mall to buy stuffs.
- Headed to Kovan to dine w Mummy :)
- Home.

2009-12-17T20:15:00.008+08:00

Love doesn't make the world go round,
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. (-Elizabeth Browning)

Hi everyone ^_^ I'm back home about an hour ago.
Woke up @ noon, 12+ tday. Like again, nobody's home.
So my lunch was Cup noodles as I this lazy pig
too lazy to go down and buy my lunch.
Watched tv, did a few ques of @Math. Then bathed
and went to Amk w Mummy @ 3plus.
Did facial, and had a haircut :) Till almost 7..
Afterwards, had our dnr @ nearby Hawker centre.

*Omg Olvl next year. So scary :o

2009-12-16T19:59:00.000+08:00

Slowly..

Ah tmd, just remembered that I've tuition this Fri
and I've to cancel everything aft my training session.
Like Ball, etc. Zz, have to reach home latest by 3pm.
Rah! :( And I just texted my tuition teacher,
lying to her that my training will be extended and
that I cannot make it for tuition @ 4, asking her
if she could arrange make up lesson for me. Her reply
was like no, because my thing was last minute
and tuition was arranged long ago. Ah wtf ._.

Kk, enough of my complains!! Haha.
Once again, I only had 5h+ of sleep and I woke up @ 7am
this morning. Wha like so damn early can D:
Prepared and board the bus @ 8, reaching schl @ abt 830am :)
Like Mon, Loyang sec came and trained w us again.
Drills, etc. Then had match. I actl played GS, wtf? Laughs.
It's like so slack la, so wierd k :O After training, headed
to Cp and lunched @ Mac ^_^ Skcc next. Played
for like a few mins and it started drizzling. Then nvm,
we continued shooting as it was just a little rain. Ok then
about another few mins later it started to rain very heavily..
So bobian, we stopped and ran back under the rain to Cp.
Wha, the rain's soooooo big. Lol. Went Library for I-don-know-
what-reason. Haha. And finally, we headed to Buangkok there
and continued our Ball session :D Played w some p5/6 girls.
Good game :) Headed home @ around 6. Waited for bus
for more than 15mins!!!! :( Home-d, bathed, dined, comp

2009-12-15T20:34:00.012+08:00

想念他, 但......; Y
Welcome back to Sg, Beloved ^_^(Inserts million hearts)
Triple missed you badly, you know?! Ha, and
finally you're back, aft so long. Gotta' catch up
w you tmr, I guess! :)
Ok, so today, I stayed @ home for the whole day!
Actl meeting the both of them, but Cia's sick, so cancelled.
Killed many brain cells tdy!!! :( Did @Math.
I'm doing very slowly, ha. 'Cus I stm, abit forgot the
skills and etc. But nvm, my passion for @Math seems
to come finding me again =D Weee, best la! :)
Heh. Ya, I'm stl left w manymany holiday assignments!
'Cus I merely started on it, laughs.

2009-12-14T22:04:00.001+08:00

I.. Miss you.

2009-12-14T20:35:00.005+08:00

Harder than you know,

My day: Woke up early in the morning @730am,
w only 5h+ of sleep. ): (Shitxz, ike again, I can't get to
sleep the night bfr..) Reached schl @ abt 830am,
warm up, drills and etc. Then had friendly match
w Loyang Sec. I rembered winning and losing some
quarters. I feel that tdy's play was totally shit,
supposed to play better. C'mon netballers, let's jy
and put in more effort the next training and win them! :)
Schl > Cp > Skcc > Buangkok > Home > Kovan >
Bank > Punggol NasiLemak > Home ^_^
So yeah... After training we went to play bball, using netball :D
Ha. Hmms, quite funny :x And I got back home @ 5,
bathed and went to Kovan w Mummy and Bro to the bank,
and dnr :) And I jus got home not long ago.
Mayb, making myself tired everyday is the best solution.

2009-12-13T15:46:00.007+08:00

Lesson learnt

It's over. It's really over.. It's really painful /:

Hais. I thought I won't be feeling any pain in my heart,

but I did feel it.. Got a little drunk last night @ PunggolMarina.

W darling, family, Mum's friends, ganma, and Co.

Had a great time w darling last night, she rocks my life :)

I Y drinking. Drinking helps, I swear. However,

the 'headache feeling' sucks to the max. ):

Got home @ 2plus last night and slept @ 4am.

Woke up @ 6+, as my head is real pain, then went

to get a cup of water before trying to get to sleep again..

2009-12-11T20:17:00.009+08:00

Actions speak louder than words,
never ever give your 100% trust (...)

Back home. ^^ Had tuition from 4-6, and
headed to Hmall afterwards for Mango Snow Ice.
It's been a long time since we last met, it's
kinda nice to see you tdy. Yeah, so afterwards,
went back home as Mummy bought my dnr alr :)

@ a loss.

2009-12-10T15:35:00.003+08:00

Different, [ :( ]

Happy one monthsary Bf, ()
and Happy birthday Dad :) (Winks*)

Firstly, I would like to say that my friend's case is
closed and he don't need to squat inside ^_^ Happy!
And I really hope he could turn over a new leaf.
Next, this is for you, best friend, I really hope you'll
cheer up. You broke into tears immediately, which
shows that you really cared bout' that r/s. However,
I think you shouldn't be too sad, as he even dared to
say "Yes" to that particular text, which, I really bwg ._.
Seriously, I hope you'll get over it soon and continue
w your life. Jus remb, your friends and I will alw
be here for you, just a call away :) Smile! (W lots of love)

Ytd's: Woke up @ 745am. Hurry prepared and
went for training, which starts @ 9am.
Trained trained trained.. Till after training, went
over to Yt's place. Bathed and had Kfc for lunch ^^
Watched 'xiao niang re' @ her place too. Then went
back to schl to meet everyone and off we go to
Tpy to watch Nations Cup :) Yes, it's really interesting I
swear (!!) The first match we watched was Malaysia
VS Tarzania(Not very sure if this is how it is spelled..).
I like their fighting spirit, their communication on court,
their teamwork, their seriousness, and everything!
Tarzania was really really fast. Of course, Msia's not bad either.
@ last, Tarzania won the match :)
Ok, next match: Singapore VS Northern Ireland.
Everyone was like: "Go singapore!, C'mon Singapore!, Jy Singapore!"
Haha. And we were shouting/screaming alot. I like Singapore's
GK, she manage to intercept many balls. However, @ last,
Northern Ireland won.
Yup, so after the matches, we decided to eat @ Tpy
w our fellow netballers. But the 3 of us were not hungry,
so I shared Ice Kachang w dearest while the rest
of them had their dnr. Then we bus-ed back home and
Homesweethome @ 9plus :) Reached home, bathed,
watched tv, chat ovr the phone, slept.
Sylvia's a good girl last night, she managed to sleep @ 12plus :D
How I wish I could get to sleep every night.

{Edited--}
Back. Dine @ Sakura > Club48 > Cab-ed Home.
And I was super shocked to saw the guys working there!!

I'm disappointed......

2009-12-07T23:25:00.001+08:00

Ups and downs, (-Y-)

Hi. I jus woke up from my nap not long ago :)

Tdy: Woke up early in the morning @ 730.

Schl for training > Bathed > Lunch @ Ljs > Buangkok >

Bball > Dessert > Plaza > Home ^_^

Training tdy was funny, haha. And I actually

fell down, getting my leg an injury. (And I think only

Coach saw) Rofl :) Got back home @ around 6+, bathed

again and off I went to sleep!

When I woke up, I had my very late dnr and watched tv.

Ytd's: Serangoon > City Square Mall > Hg > Home

I personally find that City Square Mall, the new shopping

centre located @ Farrer Park, 不是很好走. There's like

very limited shops only. Lol, I dno how to explain it in El, so I

used Cl instead :p Haha, ok so that's my day.

2009-12-05T15:00:00.007+08:00

26 days, I miss you.
Slept @ 4am and woke up @ almost 3pm tdy. Ha.
Ytd: Punggol Seafood > Punggol Marina > Drink >
Arcade > Sing > Pool ^_^
Home @ 2plus, phone-d w Bf and went to sleep @ 4.

2009-12-04T21:12:00.008+08:00

What hurts the most was being so close (.Y.)

Just a short post :)

Today. Woke up @ 1plus. Bro packet lunch back.

Bathed@ 2plus and left home @ 3plus.

Rivervale for tuition > Met beloved > Mrt to Mall for dessert > Home

Yeah, so thats my day. Neither a boring nor fun day.

2009-12-03T17:05:00.021+08:00

"Staying w someone you really love even if you know you two

can't be together for a lot of reasons is like standing under the rain...

It feels good but you know it will soon make you sick."

Hi everyone :) I felt so happy that I was able to sleep very soundly

last night. Heh. I guess I've to make myself tired everyday

so that I'll be able to sleep and not have insomnia again -_-

Tues night almost killed me. Tried sleeping @ 12plus, because

I've to wake up @ 8 the next day and there's been countless times

when I overslept because I slept late the previous night and so
I wanted to try sleeping earlier that night. However, for some reasons,

I jus couldn't get to sleep and I really got pissed off '-'

Tried for an hour plus and I stl can't sleep...

I then got out of bed and watched tv till 2plus and went back

to try sleeping again. Know what, I only fell asleep @ almost 4am la!

Wth... Like so shit can. (!!) So ya, I managed to wake up @ 8am

the next day w only 4hours of sleep and I actually went for

training. Wha, really tiring :z Aft training, went back home

and bathed. Cooked maggie for lunch and left hse @ abt 3pm

to Sk to meet my Bro and we went shopping ^_^

Aft hours of walking, so tiring la. In fact its because I

don't have enough sleep, I guess. So my Wed's spent @

Bugis > Fep > Vivo > Jewel Box. :DD

Aft shopping w my bro till almost 7, I Mrt-ed back to Harbour

Front to meet my Mum, godma and co. We took the free

shuttle bus to Jewel Box and omg the place is so r-o-m-a-n-t-i-c! :)

And it's very suitable for couples, lol.

@9, I witnessed the snow and fireworks :) It's really a nice

scene. Of 'cus, its fake snow. Heh. Skip ......

I got back home @ almost 11pm. And I'm worn out, totally.

Rofl, @ least I got to sleep soundly ^_^ Yays.

Then today, I got out of bed @ 1plus. Daily routine and

bathed. Dearest came ovr to my hse and we watched

Final Destination 4 together. My god, so bloody!!! Laughs.

And now, I'm thinking if I should go out. :)

Oh ya, the pics taken ytd are w my godma, shall get it from

her and post it another day :p Stay tuned!

2009-12-01T16:10:00.023+08:00

Sometimes in love you must accept the fact that what
makes the person you cared about happy might on
the other hand leave you so lonely.
Ok, I'm so bored and pissed off now -_-
I woke up @ about 210pm this afternoon. :)
I had more than enough rest.
Caught the Movie, Raging phoenix ytd @ Bishan w
my triple and 3 other friends ^_^ I feel that the
movie's not bad, I'd rate it 3.5/5 stars 'cus I personally
quite like the show :) Aft the show, my dear beloved
has to go for the course and there's the 6 of us left.
Aft much consideration, we decided to dine @
Cafe Cartel :D Shared two plates w my two girls. (:
Aft dnr, we've no idea where to go and so we headed
home first. Reached home, bored agains /:
@ Night, worse.. Can't get to sleep and end up using comp
and watching tv. -.-

2009-11-29T21:19:00.017+08:00

What was everything is alw nothing when

it's gone. (A quote from Fb)

......

Hi ^.^ My weekend is like quite boring and nothing

special, I could say .. Like ytd, I stayed @ home

till 6plus then I went outdoors for dnr @ Chomp Chomp :)

Damn, I love the chilli fish so much cans :D

Ok, then Daddy dropped Mummy and I @ Serangoon Mrt

and we Mrt-ed to Chinatown, OG. Ok, so once we reached OG,

we heard the sound, you know, the security sound if ppl steals

things or some sort lidat . A little girl actl stole toys(I think)

and she left it in her bag, when the security guard wanted to check

her bag, she disallowed and kept saying she didn't steal things.

@ last, she walked to a table and quickly took out the things she had

stolen and left it on the table, thinking nobody would know.

Too bad, the security guard saw it. And I think she was taken to the

room, I don know what happened aft that ._* But seriously, I'm

curious why would she steal @ sucha' young age? My opinion

is that her Mother don't allow her to buy those toys and she decided

to steal? Or perhaps she has financial problems? Well, even if that's

the case, stealing is not a good option yeah.

So, we began shopping. It's alr like 8pm when we got there

and we only have 1andahalfhour to shop :( 'Cus they closes @

abt 930pm. Ya so we didn't have the time to finish buying

our stuffs. I remb. choosing some clothes for my Mum and ya,

I think that the top is very nice. And eventually, my Mum spent $234.90

overall inclduing my stuffs and she kept complaining that it's

alot. I told her its her stuffs that cost so much o.o Haha.

Then we headed home and Homesweethome @ 10plus ^^

Then today, I woke up @ like 2pm O.O Once again, so late.

Lol. Stayed @ home and started doing my tuition hw(like finally

I use the pen...) Ha. Went to WingTai sale @ 5plus.

Had dnr @ 7 then head back home. I'm home early today :)

2009-11-28T02:25:00.002+08:00

I'm finally done w my El assignments and I'm so happy
now! :) :) Woohoo ^.^ Sucha' relieve that I managed to
complete my work on time. Yay-s three cheers :P Heh.
Stl, I think I've done my Compo Section1 quite lousy.
Section2 should be stl can, stl ok. :) Aiya, @ least I did
it and there should be no more worries ya :D
So yeah, let's talk about my days.. Ytd and today ^^

Ytd's:
- Awake @12plus.
- Daily routine.
- Cooked maggie for lunch :) (Omfgz, I'll surely get sick of it!!!)
- Bathed and prepared to go out.
- Left hse @ 3plus. Bus-ed to Pasir Ris w darling to
meet the 2 assholes (hehe =P)
- Caught the 4pm show, Hua Mulan @ E!Hub.
- Missed about 15-20mins of show, but its ok.
- After movie, dnr @ Pasir Ris w the 3 friends, and one
of them's mother and she treated us :) Thanks Auntie :)
- Wanted to go to the beach but 2 of them don want, so ok, change.
- Bus-ed back to Hg and ate Mango Snow Ice ^.^ It's damn nice ok,
and I'll never get sick of it.
- Bus-ed home w Bf and reached home @ 10plus :D
- Someone helped me wash my hoodie [:

Tdy's:
- Woke up @ 1plus
- Daily routine.
- Bathed and left home @ almost 4.
- Went to Mall myself to return book.
- Then Mrt-ed to Bk and played Bj w friends
- @7plus, Daddy came over to fetch me and we went
AmkHub and had PepperLunch for dnr :)
- Brother bought his Converse shoes.
- I saw a nice Everlast shorts, which is somewhat like
Fbt. And I bought it :p Haha.
- Back home @ 9 plus..
- Watched tv, and only started work @10plus.
- Rested, phone-d w Bf. Continued work till almost 2.
(I thought I would only be done @ 4plus.. Hehe)
- And I'm finally done w my work!!!!!! :) ^3^

One more thing, my dearest girl is coming back in
approx. 11hs time! :) Yay-s!

2009-11-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

1 2 3 4 5 ...

It's been 5 days since I last seen Baby and I
kinda' miss him right now. ): Arghxzx..

Once again, I overslept and I missed training again.
Sometimes I wonder why am I so pig :z ...(I can oversleep
so many times) Really hate myself for being sucha dumb pig (!)
Ok, I slept @ about 2am last night and woke up @ 12plus this
afternoon. :) I did my daily routine and begin to watch tv while
@ the same time, having my lunch. All the way from 1-4, I was
merely slacking, watching tv, trying to do my El compo
but to no avail.. Title is Neighbours, how do ya' expect me to write
out an essay w this? Laughoutloud, -.- I need some inspiration la?
I went to bathe @ 4plus, then tried to do Compo 3, which
is the Report to Library teacher. Yeah, thats much easier than
Compo 1 la! ^.^ Heh. Finished my plan, headed to Ntuc w
Mummy. (Like finally..) We bought our foods and groceries.
Total bill = $105. Lol, I remb. taking many instant noodles + tidbits
and threw everything inside the Ntuc trolley. :) So, I got back
home @ 7plus. Had my dnr, watched tv till 845pm and then
I started on my Compo 3 again. (So sad huh..)
Yay-s, I've completed my Compo 3. + Compo 4, which I rushed out
last night.. And now I'm left w Compo 1+Compo2! Hiphiphooray
to Sylvia for being so hardworking :) Ha. 3 more days and
everything has to be handed in. Or else.. I can't imagine how
harsh the punishment would be! Haha. So ppl, a reminder
to all who hasn't started the assignments yet, please hurry up
and do now!!

After all... What's the point /:

2009-11-24T22:26:00.005+08:00

, Hi ^.^ I am hungry (....) Omgzxzx. Nowadays,
I get hungry so easily! I've no idea why sial O.O
My bro say its because I sleep late every night,
so thats why I'll feel hungry. Perhaps?
Like last night, I had my dnr @ 7plus. Then around
11 or 12plus, I feel hungry alr. @ 2plus, someone
delivered Supper to my doorstep. Omg thanks so
much oks :) I slept @ 3 plus last night, and woke up @
2plus this afternoon. Omg so late, I guess I've been
sleeping too much lately /: So yeah, I woke up, brushed
my teeth, bathed and everything then went out.
W my parents + ahma to attend a relative's funeral.
Seriously, I don remb. him and I don know why.
I think we're really not that close relatives ba.. x:
Aft that, packet dnr home @ 7plus :p Wanted to go
Ntuc w Mum to replenish stocks as there's really
nothing to eat @ home! However, we ended up not
going because we're lazy. Aha :b

2009-11-23T19:01:00.006+08:00

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet. (^^_3)

Ytd's talk was Super :) Damn love it ^.^ Hha.
Latest news: I actl packed my table ytd afternoon! It's
like so dusty and messy! Omg, x: It's like finally I decide
to pack! (Aft so many naggings from my parents..) Heh.
I swear my table looks much neater now :) Yay-s! :D
So ya, aft packing, I headed to bathe and godma came
ovr to fetch me to Kovan and we had Thai food for dnr,
together w my family too. Omg it's so deliciooooooouss! :P
It's my first time trying Thai food, and yeah it's really not
bad :) The place's located @ Kovan there, Hg st 21 I think.
Try it out ppl ^.^ Aft eating, went to chill out @ the Cc there.
Played pool and listened to ppl singing for about an hour plus
and off all goes home.
Omg I'm so addicted to the new storybook my godma and I
went to rent ytd :)
Tdy: Training in the morning, and lunch @ Cp
w netballers :)

2009-11-21T22:49:00.003+08:00

, Miss die yoooooou :(

Yo ppl ^.^ I'm back home. Once again, tdy's another

boring day :Z Slept @ 4plus last night, and woke up @ 2pm

this afternoon :) I jus can't get to sleep last night, and I

really don like it when I can't get to bed. Worst stl, if there's

no one to accompany me ._* So, aft brushing my teeth etc,

I started watching tv again. Tv/comp for like 3h+ then

I went to bathe. @7plus, dnr @ Upp. Serangoon w parents.

Afterwards, Dad dropped us @ Mall then started walking

arnd w my Mum :) Bought stuffs and home @10.

WHY SO BORED. Haha. Die la, dearest went overseas

last midnight. ):

2009-11-20T22:29:00.000+08:00

Better to have loved and lost, than to have never
loved @ all. Some memories are meant to be kept
tightly in my heart (:<3:)

Ah.. I suddenly thought of __ . Shit. :(
What happened to me again. Argh z: ...
Kk, stop........
----
I actl overslept tdy and woke up @ 12plus. Omg
I missed tdy's training again. Argh, f*k ley me..
So ok, today was super boring! I don know why but ya,
jus super bored! x: Lunch @ Shop and Save w Bro
this afternoon. Back home, watched tv/Comp/listen music.
There's jus nothing to do @ home! What's more, I don feel
like doing any homeworks :z Bloody hell w hw ~
@ Night, went to Hpt w Bf and had Macs for my dnr. :)
Back home @ 9plus. Hai..

2009-11-18T19:51:00.002+08:00

Greetings everybody! ^.^
I jus woke up from my 3h+ nap :D Heh.
Let's talk 'bout my days..
Mon's:
- Sick, skipped training o.o
- Downstairs @ 1plus to slack and
played some rounds of Bj.
- @ 6plus, went to K's hse
- Hse damn nice and shiok! Lol.
- Back home @ 7 or 8plus :)

Ytd's:
- Work from 9-430
- Headed to Mall afterwards for
dessert w the usual clique
- Damn suay in Bus.. Lol.
- Back home @ 7plus, damn tired
- Somehow had a quarrel w Mum
- Slept @ 12plus :)

Tdy's:
- Training from 9-12 :p
- Piggyback was Laughoutloud (:
- Mall for Pepper Lunch w Cia and Mab
- I've forgotten to bring my keys!
- And so, I've to waste my time and look
for my Mum @ her workplace to retrieve my keys!
- Thanks dearest for keeping me accompany [:

- Cab-ed home, taxi uncle joker, sibei funny! ^^

- Home @ 2plus

I feel so damn bloody guilty.
I shouldn't have told you..

2009-11-15T16:50:00.005+08:00

Hi. Another boring day.. z:
Ytd had dnr @ Geylang w family. I swear I ate till
damn full! :) Haha. Yeah and aft tt went to Mall
to buy my sutff. And also packet Mango Snow Ice
back home ^.^ I'm like eating almost every few days.
It's really nice, but I'll be sick and tired of it soon I guess
if this carries on.. Lols. So ya, chit chat till 1+ last night
and went to bed :) Baby's goodnight msg is so sweet :P Heh.
Woke up @ 12 plus tdy. Jus like 5mins aft I woke up, received
a call from my BELOVED GIRL . Haha, then went to bathe and
etc. Went to Mall again and met up w them :D Like so long never
c her alr ~ Ha. Had my lunch @ Macs then went to T's hse
later on. And I'm home, like so early. LOL. Nothing better
to do -.- And now, I have a sore throat and I really don feel
like gg out for dnr later. Ohmy ~
Guess what? There's tons of hw awaiting me ._.
Well, the el deadline is 28Nov and not schl reopens!
My god, so fast.. I haven even started on it :o

2009-11-14T14:13:00.005+08:00

There is alw some madness in Love, but there is
also alw some reason in madness .. (Friedrich Nietzsche)

Hi ^.^ I jus woke up like bout'45mins ago? Omg z:
I slept for like 12-13h, wtf ._. o.o
It's Sat again.. What shall I do tdy? I've no idea.
Feel like gg out again but have no idea where to go.
Haha, thats why I'm here blogging! I'm too bored!
Really very bored.. Who can entertain me?

2009-11-12T20:58:00.000+08:00

Love is in the Air ^^

I'm home :) Back from Hub w Boyf and Co.
Caught the movie '2012' :D Not bad la, but not
as nice as expected. Ha. Well, I feel tireddd alr.
'Cus I actl slept for like 7h + only.. (Though there's no
schl) Idk why but I guess its due to my Big Auntie :z
It causes me to have a sleepless night.. Zz.
Yea, aft the show had dnr @ Pepper Lunch.
Then off we went home.
Tmr - training. Aft like 2weeks of remedials..
Omg, It's been long since I last trained :o
Oh yea, my beloved girl is coming back tmr :P
Heh. Goodbye, I'm off to watch my tv show

2009-11-11T17:33:00.001+08:00

Back from some slacking w Bf, T and her bf :)
Ha. Nothing to do, so jus played some rounds
of Blackjack. I know its lame, laughs. Ah well,
its really bored jus now. Luck tdy was good, I won $5 ^.^
I heard tt very few ppl attended schl tdy..
Which means majority skipped schl tdy. And
I'm one of them :P Heh. I actl slept till 12plus as I'm
really very tired these days. (Sleeping @ 1plus and waking
up @ 6plus..) Ok I know there's no one to blame, but myself
for sleeping late. Haha. Twinny texted me jus now, saying
that there's 4 compos to do and the deadline is 28Nov.
I was like, "Whatahell?! 28 Nov? " Where enough time sial.. x:
Argh zz. Shall blog later, when I get back home from Hg :)]

[Edited../*]
Hey, I'm back :) Nb damn angry my Mum ..
Everyday don trust me. Whataf^k. Dots.
Ok Anyw tdy's match. Once again, Congratulations
Punggol ^.^ Aft match, watch Yishun town Vs Hwa Chong.
Not bad not bad :) Halfway through, went to Mall and ate
dessert again. Ha. Then slacked.. Chat w darling and went back
home @ 10plus. So ya, thts my day :)

2009-11-10T23:17:00.002+08:00

Loved.

Awake @ 635. Left hse @ 730 and I actually
chased the bus this morning. Ha. Early morning jiu
run, tired ._(*) Next, @Math lessons from 8-1130.
Of 'cus, there's an half hour break :) God.. I am starting
to dislike @Math. Because I find it so difficult now! :x
Z. Totally not in the mood for Maths tdy, so end up spending
most of my time chit chatting w the girls. Haiyo x:
@ 1130, Chem pratical :) Haha. Actually, I don really like
Practical. Somehow, I find today's practical not bad. Heh. (:
Ok so straight aft shcl went back home and bathed.
Then went to Hg to watch Volleyball's match again.
Won :) Haha. Then went to Pool for awhile and back
to Hmall and back home :p

2009-11-09T21:03:00.006+08:00

My horoscope for today ^.^
水瓶座 (01/20 - 02/18)
愛情: 你要好好學習不畏懼地向伴侶說出自己的心中所想。
健康: 請盡量爭取多點時間休息。

Anyw, it's Mon, 1st day of the week :)
Attended schl for Bridging programme agains.
Only had 5h of sleep. Ha, so tired ._*
From 8-1.. But its okay, 'Cus I went back home
to nap aft having my lunch @ Hmall. ^^
I slept for 2h+, but anyw I'm stl very tired.. :Z

My days are really bored.. Seriously.
I really hope there's not a need to go to schl for lessons
and next year O levels.. Omg :x Hahas.
I jus wna watch movies, shop, slack, etc. evryday! :p
Heh. Oh yah, my Dear girl Zm has gone for her
OBS Camp. Obviously, me and 2 other girls will definitely
miss her alot! :) (Perhaps not only us.. But someone too! :D)
So pls, take care, my dear ^.^ Haha.
Stay tuned, I'll be back tmr (:

2009-11-07T22:16:00.002+08:00

Feeling: Tired ._*

Hi. I shall keep it short.
Back. Woke up @ 11plus tdy. Texted and replied
friends :) Then brushed teeth, etc. Watched tv..
Around 2, godma came to fetch me to Cp ^^
Dno go there for what also. Ha. But better than
@ home, so bored :x Yea, so day was spent @ Cp
to Rm to Serangoon to Hougang ^^

2009-11-06T20:11:00.003+08:00

If you l*ve something, set it free. If it comes back, it was,
and will alw be yours. If it never returns, it was
never yours to begin with. -

Hi All I'm bored. Haha. Attend schl tdy for remedial
lessons again xzz. Phy, Ss and Cl. For Phy, I feel so stupid.
'Cus I don even knw how to c the thing. Dots :z Blur..
As for Ss, we were mainly jus copying corrections and my hand
is like so suan can ._* Yea and Cl, I didn't really paid attention
as I was busy texting in class. Ha :) Bobian.
So ya, headed home @ 1plus as my phone ran out of my batt
and there's nowhere to go. I hate it when my phone is
flat . Lols. So I went home and quickly charged my phone and
had Maggie for lunch. Then had a 3h nap. Woots ^^

2009-11-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

It's too late... Y

Back. Skipped schl tdy. Yeah, you guys must be thinking
'Skip schl?' Yes, Its the holidays and yet I have to attend schl
everyday for remedials :z That's quite sad, but I don have
a choice. O levels next year.. Ok so I overslept tdy.
My afternoon was spent @ Hougang. I went to watch
my schl's volleyball match w my usual clique. And omg it's
quite nice :p They won. Love it man. ^^
All the best Punggol for the other matches! :)
Ok then headed to Hmall afterwards and had Mac.
Went home very early as there's nothing better to do alr.

What happened next... I actl forgot to bring my keys and
nobody's home. I end up sitting @ the staircase outside
my hse. Well that's so sad :( Haha. Heng about 20mins + later
my twin came and saved me :D
Back home, watched tv, etc. Played bb or rather jus shooting
w bro jus now. The floor is wet. I forgot it has been raining jus
now. If everyday there's rain, it'll be great :) Heh.

2009-10-26T19:44:00.005+08:00

Feeling: Bored

Hi. I got back my baobei phone alr ^^ Yay-s.

My phone is too precious to describe.. Heh.

I can die w/o a phone. _* Laughoutloud.

Ok so everyday is like bored? o.o I'm bored now. Haha.

I jus got back home from schl- Cca. Tdy's training quite slack

though, I think. Because of the O's, we can't use the quadrangle.

So ya.. Didn't really train much la :x Met my girls and somehow

told them what happened. Hah. Then realised that I was abit

too hyper and talked quite loud. :z K well, I've nothing to update

tdy. So.. Bye! :)

2009-10-25T01:11:00.004+08:00

Wtf.. Tmd. Sai!
My phone's confiscated and I got a slap by my
'good' daddy! :( What the..
It's supposed to be a fun day tdy, but turned out..
Argh. Totally spoilt by those parents of mine. Well .. :x
Please, What rights do he have to actl slap me? So what if he
gave birth to me. So what, so what man.. I Bxh ._.
F.. Damn it. My day is actl ruined, and my phone's
actl confiscated. I hate this.. My life is ruined la! > :(
No phone, no freedom, no pool, no nothing.. How am
I gg to survive in this world.. Oh man x:
I hate this.

2009-10-24T00:29:00.002+08:00

Love means never having to say you are sorry.

Hi all :) It's been super duper long since I last blogged.
So yeah, I'm back once again. Well, have been busy w
the Eoy and etc. I'm feeling really bored right now and
so I've decided to continue updating this blog :)
Anyw, if you'd noticed, I've deleted the older posts.
For no special reasons. I jus don like to c the older posts.
Z. For some reasons, I've been thinking/dreaming of **
recently.. -.- I thought I'm over ** alr, but oh well, that's
not the case.. Tmd, this really sucks.
Okay, enoughhhh! ._*

Days were spent beautifully w beautiful/handsome ppl :p
Lol. In love w Pool, and shopping :)
Ok, let's talk about my results.. My results were 'So-so'
Some were great while some were disappointing.. Some haven got
back yet. Heh.

Cl-15/20 34/50 46-70 Overall B3
[This is the first time I scored so well for my Paper 1 and
I'm quite satisfied w it ^^]

Amath- 53/80 B3
[Super disappointing..]

Emath- 59/60 53/80 Overall A1(Paper 1 pulled me up!)
[Happy w paper 1 but not for paper 2.]

Chem- 71/80 A1
[This one very happy :) Heh.]

Phy- 48/80 B4
[Sucks, but not disappointed. Cus' I knew
tt I wouldn't score well in this paper..]

Geog- 31.5/50 B4
[Kinda disappointing..]

Alright, I think El results will be out next week.
As for Ss, I think results were known tdy. However,
I skipped schl tdy. So ya, I havent asked my friends for
my results yet :o

2009-09-23T23:24:00.008+08:00

A guy and a girl can be just friends but @ one point or another one of

them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe @ the wrong

time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe ...forever.

It's 11 @ night. Heh. I'm supposed to revise my geog and yet

I'm here blogging. No choice, I study till damn sian <:

Aaa, the exams are approaching very soon..

Ok, my days were like, 'bored'/'sian'/'tired'o.o

Lols. Sat was @ home doing my homework and

dnr @ Hpt w bro. Slept @ 2plus or 3 I remb.

Sun was better :) Woke up @ 1 and went to dearest's

hse around 2plus. Actl we wanted to do our group research,

but.. Due to some reasons.. We did not do it. Ha :x

So ya, night time was celebrating Terrence's(her bro) bday ^^

In btwn, we actl went in to the forest. 'Jus-for-fun' :P

Home @ 10plus. Bathed, etc and then studied/slacked @

void deck till around 2am.

Mon- No schl :D I actl woke up @ 2plus! I break my record :z

I was actl shocked myself too. Heh. Home all the way till

5plus then went to Airport to fetch my parents :)

Flight delayed.. Zz. Home @ 10plus.

Haha, what a random post. Mayb I hasn't been blogging for

too long and I don know how to organize this post. Lolll.

Alright, off to study my geog!

2009-09-19T20:48:00.013+08:00

(...) Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave

them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Hey hello hii :) This week is rather tedious, w almost everyday

rushing out assignments, etc. Yeah, and lacking of sleep.

Until tdy... I got back my beauty sleep of 13hs! ^.^ Wow.

I got back my report book ytd, kinda shocked that I got

12pts for my L1R5. Stl, I'm happy :) That's my best set

of results ever since secondary schl. So, I must maintain

this results :) But I guess for the upcoming Eoy, I shall aim 15pts for

my L1R5. ( I needa have realistic goals..) Heh.

Well, the upcoming Eoy really frightens me :/ I'm left w about 10

days and I actually haven started on my revision. I only did

Chem revision Ws, and Amath- which I'm doing almost everyday.

As for the other subs, Cmi >:( Omg lol. Haven started on revision yet.

Esp. Emath and Comb. Humanities, I have no confidence @ all.

Ok, perhaps I should start on my revision soon w friends @

somewhere. Ha. It beats studying @ home. Lolll.

Ok, good luck all for the upcoming exams :)

2009-09-12T12:53:00.007+08:00

Only strong hearts can bear the burden of love long enough
to realize how much happiness it has brought (^^_)

Lack of time lack of time lack of time..
2 more days. I'm left w el, cl, phy and Amath hw.
Omg :/ For language, once I look @ it, I don't feel like
doing and end up doing other stuffs. Loll. As for Phy,
I only know how to do a single ques >: For Amath,
I've been doing, but I don't think I can complete. Ha.
Well..
Overall, I find this holiday quite enjoyable, but tedious :)
On Wed, I had lessons in schl and Cca in the afternoon.
Thurs- Schl from 1030-1230. Sentosa w girlfs next :D
Supposed to meet some others, but end up..
Lol, alright. Afterwards, pool-ed @ Plaza for a little while.
Heh ^^ Fri- (Ytd) Darling's bacK! :P LOL. Yeah.
Tuition, Hougang, Cca, Night study ^^

2009-09-08T19:38:00.012+08:00

It's jus a dream aft all :>

I find today particularly tedious. Oh, why?

Actually I woke up tdy feeling very refreshed

due to some dream I've had last night :))) Waha ha.

And, I slept early last night too! Heh :P

Ok, nothing much today. Lessons @ schl from

930-11. Back home, bathed and went to T's hse

for some studying and proj ^^ Not very fruitful.

Mayb I can say it's fruitless(Unproductive)? Haha!

Well, I actually did my @Math. However...

I was like so blur. Forgotten about Log, Indices,

Binomial Theorem, etc. :( :( Z. I feel so shi bai.

Ok then @ around 5, went for some jogging w

them. I jogged halfway and cycled. Laughs. Bobian,

I'm tired! Ha. Cycling is damn fun ^^

Ok I know its the Sept holis and why do I feel like

its schl day everyday(Though I have the holiday mood)

It's like, I have never did so much work during the holis

before and I am not used to it. Gah :x

Well, I super feel like drinking now! My bro

bought Vodka @ Giant last Sun! Boo hoo :D

Lastly, darling has gone to Msia and I'm gg to miss

her! She said she'll miss me too. Muhaha, tc girl! :)

To end,

Love starts with a smile grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.

2009-09-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

Someday someone might come into your life and love you
the way you've always wanted.
If your someday was yesterday, learn.
If your someday is tomorrow, hope.
If your someday is today, cherish.

Heyya ----^^ I feel so bored now and I decided to
blog :^) Why do I have such a great/big/good appetite nowadays?
My.. I can get fat if I continue this way! :( Laughs.
I think I have to go jogging tmr. Well well... Let's see how it
goes tmr then :P
...
..
@ first, I was kinda happy that I completed my Chem and
Emath holi hw(A few ques undone only) :D And I thought
there's only El, Amath and Phy left? However, during El
remedial tdy, teacher gave us extra work which needs
to be handed up on the following week. Then I was
like, "What tha hell?!" Additional work given :( :(
Furthermore, it needs a lot of work! Diedie.
Ha ha. Tdy I was woke up late and was eventually late
for remedial! Ended up taking cab w dearest. Z, waste $.
Had Emath followed by El. Afterwards, went home
and grabbed my stuff and off to Cp for lunch @
Jacks' place w my ganma and co. I had kids' meal :) Haha
don't am chio down there! Ganma, thanks for the
meal yeah :P Heh. Then, bus-ed to Rp to find friends
and then back to schl for Cca. Was not in the mood
to train. ><' -.- My holidays aren't like holidays :o
Gna get my ass off the hse for some movie/pool soon ^-^
Kk, I'm off to bed soon. I am tired!

2009-09-06T22:09:00.018+08:00

For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness.

Actually whats the point of being angry. Ha ha. Dumbass :)

Like stated above, I wasted more than 60 seconds of happiness everyday.

How stupid right! :( From now onwards, I am not gg to get

angry so easily. Good news right friends? ^.^

Anyway I have been a good girl. I finished doing my Chem

holiday hw. So zai right :P Lol. I love Chem and Amath :))

First time I so zai too, heh. Ok I was @ Ikea/Giant shopping

and dined jus now. Then 2 lovely friends came to find me and

kept me accompany :D So I got home @ around 10.

That's all folks. Blog again tmr.

2009-09-05T23:31:00.004+08:00

More of Hatred than grief

Hi humans :) I have thought of it. Whats the point.

There's no such thing as everlasting love, lol.

Ok ok I jus got back from some Bball @ downstairs.

I think I'll talk about my days this week. Yeah?

Mon- Teachers' day celebration :) Happy belated

teachers' day to all. Esp. those who taught me and let me

pass w flying colours ^^ Aft schl, Future park for

ball w C, J, T and Z.

Tues- Off day. No schl ^-^ However...

Nothing to rejoice about. Tuition early in the morning! What the..

Aft tuition, back home. Rested for awhile then bathed, etc.

Raining cats and dogs. I actl saw a lomg-time-no-see friend in the

bus! :P Bus-ed to Buangkok and met darling

then headed to Db to meet dearest and co.

Bla bla. @ Night, jogged :)

Wed- Schl again. Kaiteck's bday too!! Happy belated

bday :) I owe you present. Heh. Had Cl voacb and Amath test.

Quite happy that I was able to do all ques and have the time to

check over and over (: Trained in the gym then Chem

remedial. Home @ 7 plus. Tired :( :(

Thurs- Schl schl schl. :( Totally forgot what happened..

Z. Only remembered had Cca in the afternoon till 6plus

then went home and chiong-ed hw! Woots, guai :P

Fri- Supposed to be a day to slack/enjoy.

However, had Cl test in the afternoon. Super shag -.-

Next, Chem remedial and pool in schl. :)

Luckily there's pool to accompany. Ha. And, I ate

alot this day!! Goodness gracious ._.

I wanna try everything :)

2009-08-30T14:30:00.000+08:00

"Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now Im falling apart"

I am trying to keep myself occupied to refrain
myself from thinking of you. The 'heartbreaking' feeling
sucks :/ Hate it. Everytime I think of you, I would burst
into tears. But why. Why do I have to do that. I can
either abandon myself or be back the Happy Sylvia.
Aft fri, I kept thinking of you. I don know why, really..
"When you're in love and you get hurt, it's like a cut, it will
heal with time but the scars will never fade"
Sigh. This suck. Everytime I hear 'Dear God', I'll go to your
blog and I'll miss you. Again. ..
This R/s was broken apart. I am upset.

2009-08-29T19:16:00.008+08:00

"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember
someone you never met"

Hi ^^Haven't been blogging for days as I wasn't free.
Nowadays, realised that my studies are not improving
but worsened :( I haven't been studying/doing work @ home.
Slacking, lol. Well, schl was super tiring.. Had el and cl test
on Fri. Only 1h to do the summary, ): I almost fell asleep while
reading the passage, whereas for Cl I totally gave up..
I think my Situational writing will be ok, but for my compo,
I jus wrote slightly more than one page.. Totally crap can x:
Stupid tests. Hate it.
Ok I will talk about my days :)

Wed- Schl, slacking training then slack @ Buangkok till 8plus.
Thurs- Schl. Chiong summary in schl. Aft schl, lunch
@ Cp then to Future park for slacking and bball w friends :)
Fri- Schl. Had some stupid tests then went home and bathed.
Afterwards, went drinking w friends-A, K and co.
Home around 10.
Today had friendly match. Slept all the way till 7 then.
Lol zai!

2009-08-24T22:33:00.016+08:00

"Sometimes you dont realize how much you care for
someone until they stop caring for you"

Heyya. Attended schl tdy, so tiring oh god..
First thing first, Maths Common test. I think I'll give away
marks for the last two ques :Z Sad. I feel I've been
slacking a lot recently. Which is not a good thing, ):
Stupid slacker me. Zz. -.-
Ok, sciences next. Followed by Recess :D
Though I ate in the morning, I stl feel hungry. Thus, I
decided to go for recess and have my meal. Heh.
Jus too bad I saw something which I should not be seeing.
Well..

Next, Cl, Emath, Amath :) Sad to say, I have one Cl Situational
writing and ws to do. Who to blame? Myself for not doing
it and handing it up. Luckily I am not the only one who did
not do. Ha. Deadline is Wed and I haven't do yet. Lollll.
Stupid Cl, I don like it!
Aft schl, had Cca. Well, a fun but tiring training tdy ^^
Really have to thank Uncle for fetching us home :)

2009-08-23T16:10:00.003+08:00

"A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried,
neither would a million tears, I know because I cried"

I feel that one day 24hrs is not enough. I jus realised that my
Amath, Cl and El is undone :( Lol. There's so many things to revise
and do but I have not. ... I want more time!
Enough. Let's talk about happy happy things :)
Ytd was great, drowning my sorrows by drinking. Oh great ^^
I went to Vivo w my Mum and Bro for Bro's new phone. And I went
shopping around. (Which I haven't did that for a long time) Heh.
I managed to purchase some stuffs :) I spent almost $70 jus for
a pair of slippers and top. Lol zxzx. Bought Marks & Spencers'
choc biscuits too. It's delicious, trust me :D
Headed home @ 5plus, reached home @ 6plus. Helped
dearest photocopied things, and went to bathe again.
Then, off to Punggol Marina (: I super love beer and pool.Y
Perhaps I was a little drunk last night. Well..
Things wouldn't change anymore. I understand alr.

2009-08-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime"

It's unfair. Why do I have to go through all these.
I am not gg to live so miserably. I will not cry anymore.
Idw be a stupid Crybaby. I must face up to reality.
I have to get over you. I am going to show you what I
can do. I have to carry on w my life though how much
it hurts inside. Sylvia, wake up!
Don let that Slut look down on you!

2009-08-19T21:28:00.025+08:00

"Listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye"

People come, people go. Monkey do monkey see.
Friends come, friends go. Boyfs come boyfs go.
Can't stop thinking of ** and I'm seriously in a loss :( _!_
How I wish I can leave this world and gone for good. Perhaps
to other countries where I get to live in a new environment,
new faces, new everything. Have been thinking alot these few
days, and if I gave you attitude, friends, I apologise. It's not on purpose,
I jus don have the mood. What is the best way to mend a broken
heart? Tired to put on a brave front everyday alr. Fuck all this shit.
All I want to do now is to concentrate on my studies. But why do I
find it so difficult :( Someone fucking wake me up plsss.
What if I get knocked down by a car and died. Who cares.
Well, apologize for this wordy post. Jus merely typing out what I feel.
If only ..
If only...

Live in Illusion.

'The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else'

2009-08-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

Hate these feelings right now
Disappointed
Upset
Out of love
UnhAppy
Tired

FLunk Ss test tdy. Sigh.. ): Regretted not studying ytd.
Well, Hai. Wasn't in the mood to study last night, so no choice :/
Slept @ 10 plus and woke up @ 12 last night, feeling better alr.
Supposed to study. However, I read through my notes for like 12345
mins only and went back to slp! Haiiii. Who to blame?
Myself, for being lazy! :( Zz. And for tdy, wasn't really a very
good day either. Day started off w a ':(' ...
So ya, the rest of the day will never be very good. Though better.
Phy and Cl test tmr. I need to score well. Cannot afford to flunk
my test again. I needa' get into the right mooooood! O_O

2009-08-17T21:42:00.000+08:00

I feel lousy.

2009-08-15T21:43:00.003+08:00

Hi Thricia here, helping Sylvia to post. :D
Want know why? Because her Internet is sensitive to blogger, so sad.
Sian, there is so many upcoming test next week, SS, phys, Chinese!!! SS is the killer luh, two essay. :x
School is tedious too. Taking about school, its super unfair to allow the 'D' block to switch on the air con while the other blocks can't. -.-
Anw, dearest got scolding on Friday! :(
And she has an urge for pool! Nvm, she can play in her dreams tonight. Lol

2009-08-10T15:52:00.010+08:00

Let no one who loves be unhappy, even love unreturned has
its rainbow. [James M. Barrie]

Good afternoon! C: (_)3 Hehxzx.
I woke up @ almost 1 tdy, shocked! Lol, ...
I had jus done my Ss essay and sorted out my Ss file :)
I'm left w Amath, El and Tuition homework,
which I super detest. >:( I'm starting to find Amath
real hard. Sigh x: As for El, i really don feel like doing. Ha.
Shall see how later :) Alright, things did not carry out as
planned ytd.. In fact, I thought i would stay @ home the
whole day to finish up my work. However, Nf text me out.
And so, met up w darling, Nf and D for pool and Chem revision ^^
Around 7, we went to Mac and had our dnr, then studied Chem.
We kept cannot concentrate, as our attention was towards the
noise. Lolxz. Then, the Mac lady came and said " It's Spore' day,
and we would like to give you this." (Something like tt..)
I was laughing, it's damn hilarious. I don know why. Haha.
Home @ 10plus. Was scolded by Dad.. Wtf. Tmd.

K, this week's gna be tough. Chem test and tuition on Tues.
Phy, Cl test and Cca on wed. Remedial and Cca on Thurs.
Fri will be the day for me to play! ^^ :D

2009-08-09T12:55:00.008+08:00

Y --
Hey, It's Singapore's bday! Let's all wish Singapore a happy bday :)
I'm supposed to blog on Sat night but my comp dosen't want to
cooperate w me, how sad right! >:( Here i'm blogging on Sun noon.
I'll b going out later on :)
Fri- A day out w classmates @ Marina. Had seoul garden buffet
for lunch. (My first time @ Seoul garden) Well, overall i think the
food's okay. Stl, many thanks to our form teacher, MrCheong,
for treating. You rock man :D Ha. Afterwards, around 4+, headed
to Hplaza as planned for pool session. ^^ Played all the way till 8+
and headed for dnr w the 3 girls. After which, went back. Pool
is so fun ouh k (: Heh. At 11, baby sent me to the bus stop and
I went home. Slept at almost 1, i think.

Sat- Did Amath and Chem @ home. And realised tt i really have
to buck up in order to do well. Oh gosh.. ): K, then haircut @ Amk
followed by dnr @ Hub w family :) Home @ 10plus.
Lastly, happy national day! :P
[Shall continue when i get home...]

2009-08-06T20:38:00.011+08:00

Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften
and purify the heart. (Washington Irving)

Tired tired tired. 2.4 and trng tdy. Ha. Thanks to Zhaomin for
lying the timing to me, i got 14.5s for the 2.4 run :)
1st period today was Amath, which was delayed for
20mins or so due to Assembly :z Assembly sucks, lol.
Followed by Pe, and recess ^^ Special tdy, stayed in class
and revised cl as there's a ciyu test later on. I realised tt studying
and not studying, there's really a big difference o.o
Next, emath el ss geog. Did our presentation tdy. Quite lame though, (:
Ha. Geog- Got back test paper. I got 20/25. Satisfied alr :D
Aft schl, netball and pool. I wna get a haircut soon!

2009-08-05T20:50:00.004+08:00

Deleted posts. Ha, because not posted by me, but by
my New dog :) Yeah, thats why. Tedious life. Jus reached home and
bathed not long ago. There's so much to do tdy :( And i dno how
am i gg to fork out time to finish everything. Omy. ><'
Had Cca tdy, quite fun ^^ Circuit training was tough, however it did not
last long. Thus, wasn't that tiring. Heh :^) Gna rush now! -
{Edited--}
I feel so lazy now. Hha. So much to do, so little time.
I am bored i am bored i am bored. I wna pool I wna pool.

2009-08-04T20:57:00.003+08:00

I wonder how, I wonder why. I wonder where they are.
Today is a not-very-good day o.o Schl sucks, Life sucks too.
I realised that 知人知面不知心. Yes, can say that life is real tricky.
I am so gna start my life afresh :) ^^ Today was tiring.
Tuition in the afternoon.

2009-08-03T22:37:00.000+08:00

Can I say? ... Chicky makes my day! :^) ()_3

Today. I can say it's a day from 'bad' to 'good'. Heh.
Because it's very hot in the morning when i get to schl.
And i had geog test, which i think i can get A2 the most.
Followed by chem which is quite a nice period :) Then, phy.
Recess next. Had rice and again, i wasted food. Not due to
the food, but due to my appetite. o.o
After recess was Cl. I feel tt our tchr has done her part as
a teacher. She prints notes for us every now and then.
Followed by Emath, Amath. Seriously, i don understand why
is there missing chairs. Everytime i get into the classroom, i've
got no space to sit. -.- Really pissed off can, :Z
Next, Amath. Trigo is really difficult! :( Gna buck up one fine day.
Cca was cancelled and so.. Aft schl, pool-ed w dear friends and Cp
next to have our very late lunch @ Kfc and studied.(Not really though..)
Actl only did some ques. Ha, well.. It's alw lidat when there's so
much to talk/laugh about. Like for tdy, there's a party happening
@ Kfc. They did the Chicky dance which was like damn super
funny! Chicky and the lady-in-charge shaked their butts, ha.
Super hilarious can. Really hope to improve my pool skills. I suck
at it! :C I've got a feeling tt this week's gna be fun. :) :)

2009-08-02T21:51:00.005+08:00

For names which starts w 'S' :)

For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic

to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your

emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue.

You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often

regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet. You like

being the center of attention. You are very caring, sensitive, private &

sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When

it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the

little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your

love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to

wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving,

often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet, which is found to be attractive

by many. You are a good friend.

Attented cousin's chalet last Sun. I can say it's very boring.

Well, good thing is tt i get to see my relatives which i haven seen

for a long period of time! ^^ Many said i looked like my godma

more than my parents. Ha. I've no idea why .

This week, i think everyday i reached home almost 6 or 7.

Mon and fri due to Cca, Tues due to tuition, Wed i think i

went Baby's hse and Thurs i reached home at 4, together w

my friends. We did the el work and rehearsed Ss song. Heh ^^

Sat, which was just ytd. Pool-ed and studied.

I hate humanities. I suck at it. I wna improve :/

However, i find it so hard to study a sub i don't really like.

How..

2009-08-02T15:46:00.002+08:00

I know nothing 'bout Happiness -
I hate myself. I can't even do simple Amath Trigo.
I simply sucks. I am upset and i'm super not in the mood
to study. I don know how am i gna score an A for tmr's test.
I jus know tt i'm unhappy. Life sucks :/